a fighter

Bismilahirahmanirahim

Alhamdulillah

No doubt. Allah is the best of all inspirations :)

True, isn't it?

How HE has given strength to all our brothers and sisters to keep running and running until the end.

and one of the fighter is akhi mas afzal.

last saturday was the first time i ever heard his name. ruhul acknowledge me about a brother, graduated from sheffield, a fighter who just passed away [17.12.10] due to CANCER.

and yesterday, as i was in my down n upsetting mood, i came across a post about him - run akhi, run!

his blog has been inspirational for others with his strong faith in Allah in fighting the disease.

he manage to accomplished his MBBS meanwhile undergoing treatment.

and never never stop on 'giving' to others.

he never let the disease took hold of him. Allahuakbar!

these are some words i took from his blog

"I can only find contentment in my trial and tribulation by putting any negatives aside, and start thanking Allah for the blessings He has showered me with."

"Never abandon asking from Allah. If it is not Him, then NO ONE else can help us in this world, and in the Hereafter."

"Allah certainly has unique ways to show HIS Love"

and

"I wish i could tell each and everyone of them, that

If i am not letting this terminal cancer of mine stopping me from 'giving' to humanity, then what more for them, all fit and well. Let us all RISE to glory!"

which made me think very deeply.

how will i finish my race??

takziah to family & sahabat-sahabat akhi.

indeed, he didn't lose the race, but he finished it strongly.

as ust. Hasrizal said it 'Berlarilah Mas, ke Temanmu yang Maha Tinggi!'

Al-Fatihah~

"And remember also that your Lord forewarned, 'If you be grateful I will increase My favors on you, and if you be ungrateful (you should know that) My chastisement is severe indeed'!" [Ibrahim:7]

thank you Allah

I was so far from you

Yet to me you were always so close

I wandered lost in the dark

I closed my eyes toward the signs

You put in my way

I walked everyday

further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home

I thank you with every breath I take

الحمد لله الحمد لله

All praises to Allah

I never thought about

All the things you have given to me

I never thanked you once

I was too proud

to see the truth

And prostrate to you

Until I took the first step

And that's when you opened the doors for me

Now Allah, I realized what I was missing

By being far from you

الحمد لله

All praises to Allah

Allah, I wanna thank you

I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done

You've done for me through all my years I've been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you

I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done

You've done for me through all my years I've been lost

You guided me from all the ways that were wrong

I wanna thank you for bringing me home

الحمد لله

All praises to Allah

الحمد لله

::maher zain::

*Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

kembali

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

SubhanAllah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar..

Sudah lama saya membiarkan blog ini menyepi.

maafkan saya.

posting surgery yang baru masuk minggu kedua ini benar-benar menguji ketabahan dan kesabaran saya serta mengukur setakat mana pergantungan saya padaNya.

kelas tambahan, assignment yang banyak, kena marah [atas silap saya juga]

betul-betul menguji fizikal, mental, emosi dan rohani saya.

sehingga akal ini dipenuhi dengan 'surgery, surgery, surgery'..

astaghfirullah al-azim

betapa lemahnya saya.

jatuh tersungkur...

Alhamdulillah

akhirnya selepas 3 hari "berperang" akhirnya saya menjumpai solusi!

DIA! ^_^

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

"..Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah hati akan menjadi tenteram."[Surah Ar-Rad:28]

Hakikat penciptaan manusia

Bismillahirahmanirahim

SUBHANALLAH, ALHAMDULILLAH, ALLAHUAKBAR!!

'Dan sungguh, Kami telah menciptakan manusia dari saripati [berasal] dari tanah. Kemudian Kami menjadikannya air mani [yang disimpan] dalam tempat yang kokoh [rahim]. Kemudian, air mani itu kami jadikan sesuatu yang melekat, lalu sesuatu itu Kami jadikan segumpul daging, dan segumpal daging itu Kami jadikan tulang belulang, lalu tulang belulang itu Kami bungkus dengan daging. Kemudian, Kami menjadikannya makhluk yang [berbentuk] lain. Maha suci Allah, Pencipta yang paling baik.' [Surah Al-Mu'minun 23: 12-14]

ya Allah!!

seronoknya kalau dapat masuk syurga firdausi, nak lihat wajah Allah, nak berjumpa dengan Rasulullah s.a.w.

ya Allah! rinduuuuuunyaaaaaa padaMU!!!~

open your eyes

Bismillahirahmanirahim

Assalamualaikum

peringatan daripada seorang kakak, di pagi jumaat

jazakillah kak!

FirmanNYA: "dan sungguh, akan kami isi neraka jahanam banyak dari golongan jin dan manusia. mereka memiliki hati, tetapi tidak menggunakannya untuk memahami (ayat-ayat Allah) dan mereka memiliki mata (tetapi) tidak dipergunakannya untuk melihat (tanda-tanda kekuasaan Allah) dan mereka mempunyai telinga (tetapi) tidak dipergunakannya untuk mendengarkan (ayat-ayat Allah). mereka seperti haiwan ternak bahkan lebih sesat lagi. mereka itulah orang-orang yg lengah" (7:179)

'mixture'

Bismillahirahmanirahim

SubhanAllah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar

telefon bimbit diletak

macam2 yang bermain di fikiran saya

dan kini dia masih dalam keadaan coma

pagi

wad x

'salam pakcik. macamana pakcik hari ini?'

'Alhamdulillah baik skit nak'

'ada sakit2 kt dada lagi?'

'dah kurang skit'

saya rasa cukup lega.

sudah 3 hari saya mengikuti perkembangan dirinya.

failnya saya belek. sekadar melihat test2 yang telah dijalankan sewaktu ketiadaan saya.

memastikan blood glucosenya sentiasa berada pada kadar yang sepatutnya.

walaupon diri belum layak.

[mungkin atas kesedaran sendiri :)]

'dah makan pakcik?'

'Alhamdulillah nak. pukul 6 pagi tadi pakcik dah makan'

'pakcik, naik ni'

'ye ker? ala, tak dapat balik la macam ni'

kesedihan kelihatan dimukanya.

12 tengahari

'nak!'

'ye pakcik'

'pakcik dah boleh balik!'

'iye?'

saya membelek fail rekodnya

'Alhamdulillah, turun pakcik'

dia tersenyum [sampai ke gigi :)]

'pakcik doakan awak berjaya la ye. mana tau kalau umur pakcik panjang, awak pulak yang rawat pakcik'

'InsyaAllah pakcik'

'terima kasih nak'

dan saya memberi senyuman yang terakhir buatnya

Alhamdulillah, bersyukur tak terkata. seronok apabila melihat dia sihat sepenuhnya.

1.00 petang

saya mendapat panggilan daripada ayah.

pak ngah saya kini di hospital seremban dalam keadaan coma.

hilang segala kegembiraan.

hati mula menjadi risau..

saya termenung sendiri

mungkin itu yang Allah nak ingatkan

ini semua urusan Dia

SubhanAllah..

"Sesungguhnya urusanNya apabila Dia menghendaki sesuatu Dia hanya berkata kepadanya, "Jadilah!" maka jadilah sesuatu itu. Maka Maha suci (Allah) yang di tanganNya kekuasaan atas segala sesuatu dan kepadaNya kamu dikembalikan."

[Surah Yasin: 82-83]

moga Allah berikan yang terbaik buatnya..

InsyaAllah